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supposed tu go out . bt due tu sm reason .. i dint go . sorie guyz . i knw i said i'll go bt .. yea . sorie . i realli apologize fer dhat . hope eu all dun angry >.<
i was alone at hm todae . mum & bro went out . joey called me asked me if i wanna meet dhem & i agreed i took a long time tu prepare . joey kip callin -,- on e way saw ______ & ________ . told joey & xiuyu abt it & we concluded that we're ... suey .... anyw, aft awhile we walked xiuyu tu inter . dhn me & joey walk bck . on e way , i told daddy B my leg pain . he say he bring slippers fer me . lolx . so kind horrx ?. bt i told him dhis : dhen eu wear my heels bck har ? haha ! aftwhich i meet my parents & go the japanese gourmet town eat . i dint eat at all lorrx . i was starin at ppl & msg-ing . daddy dhen asked me tu help him buy bubble tea . since todae is his bdae . i agreed tu help . lata meetin joey again . feel so down ):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY ! <3 i knw eu alwys try tu pamper me dhis so called ' da xiao jie ' bt i alwys still show my unhappiness & temper . realli sorie . im the worst temper controller eva . i promise eu i'll try da chnge kaes ? lurve ya daddy ! stay young alwys (:
i cried fer nth todae . i knw dhis is super lame . i dun why either . mayb was due tu my mood . poor joey has da suffer all dhis wif me >.<
i nw realize we dun realli trust each other at all . we would wonder if each other words are true . will dere be a distance betw us again ?. will we be apart ? i realli hope not . i do not wish tu lose eu anymr . i realli hope we can last & stay lyk dhis as long as we can . <33
Sunday, August 30, 2009 ' 2:23 PM ♥
im havin cramps dhis few days . i usually doesnt hav cramps . & dhis cramp realli hurts . its killin me ! >.< joey was laughin at me lorrx t.t oh ya . its nt joey tan is another joey . he bully me sia . say i dun knw hw tu infer blablabla . i still owe him meal -,- dead meat le lorrx . i tink im gonna be broke soon . grrrr... i was so mad todae & i cant go out ! it was rainin e whole mornin till nw . i wanna go out olso cant cuz i dun wan bring umbrella . rain alwys make me no mood go out & had tu stay at hm .
i've been thinkin a lot lately . a lot rdm stuffs & all . tots , feelings , etc . evrythin hav been running thru my mind like a river . tots & tots juz kip appearing non-stop . why do i even think so much ? joey asked me nt to think so much . bt hw ? i mean ... its human nature tu tink isnt it ? humans are made tu hav brainz cuz we nid tu tink . e more we tink e more we're becoming depressed which resulted in us becomin hu we do not wish tu be . & do things we do not want tu do .
i juz finished a show called 'mean girls' . joey made me watched dhat . i was kinda nice & sweet . dhey're so ..... bitchy & was a slut . dhey're seriously gorgeous thou . esp dhat katy smth . e guy is so hot toos ! i tink is called alan smth .. he is so cute ! joey said i finish e show call her .. bt nw ... i doubt she's still awake luhh . she alwys slps kinda early esp weekends . will post more tmr bahhx . wanna go my rm enjoy my aircon & lyin on my comfy bed :D
DTJW ! ily ! <33
Saturday, August 29, 2009 ' 1:04 PM ♥
i tink i caught a cold >.< kept sneezing . muz b due tu ystd nite . it was so darn cold , im freezin luhh . dun knw lata hw go see movie wif xy ):
i hate eu . fuck off mans . im nt e onli one tu tink eu've chnged . a lot others more can see ur chnges & guess watt , they kinda hate eu too . eu shld tink bck of wattu did . u're such a ***** .
todae quite a num of things happen . bt was lazy tu type out all & dun feel lyk typin out . had hist prelim exams . dint do SEQ . skipped qns SBQ qns 1c . stayed fer a-maths aft sch . was stadin outside ITR1 . dint knw it was daddy's class until ppl tell me . joey was tryin tu persuade me smth & ask me dun angry -,- i tink we tok too loud cuz daddy msg me say jh ask us diam diam . sorie . we dint meant tu in-te-rupt ur class . went tu ITR3 instd . mrs bajaj went off fer her class left us in e rm . we're lyk monkeys . onli 6 of us yet we're so noisy & insane . i asked a lot qns dhen my frien say i weird . stayed till 3 . went tu mac wif wk & j . dhey say i eat slow ... dat stupid wk timed me eat ice-cream . he sae i ate frm 4 to almst 4.45 . whr gt so long luhh plz . dhen went tu play hide&seek . tmd . dhat wk count so fast hai wo no whr hide hide behind a stone chair near e longkang . jidan . i almst fall . so xinku lorrx . must sqaud down & i still step on my on skirt sia -,- whn is my turn tu find dhem , i was walkin dhen i gt yu gan wk at hdb e stairs . so i went dere & stnd downstairs . suddenly his head pop out . he realli at e stairs . my yu gan so zhun . went t1 , tm & cs . saw a lot ppl we knew . went tuition aft dhat . i scored 11/71 = 16% . i knw its pathetic bt its alrd e best score i eva get . i alwys gt 0 or 2 . durin tuition kip feel dao vibration . aft tuition anyhw walk walk skipped 1 bus . reached hm . bathe . so sianxxzxz ... since my parents all aslp le , i tink i go out walk walk awhile . buhh biie peeps .
my temper is out again . i couldnt control . sorie . i knw i juz said one word & left . dint realli mean tu . jtzm . siince eu knw watt i thinkin & watt im tryin tu say , can eu juz play on & pretend nth happen ?. eu nw understd hw i feel le horrx . so dun sae i tok rubbish anymr . cwk . great minds do tink alike yea ? i gt dhis bad omen . smth bad gonna happen . we're so in love with bad eggs :D
Thursday, August 27, 2009 ' 3:25 PM ♥
was laughin my head off at kfc . super funny . da told joey dear look here. she heard yellow . haha . da kip sayin abt duck . irritated !! xD so i decided to take her fone . bt i sit opposite hard tu take >.< told joey my plan . said a lot & yet her ans was : huh ? damn her mans . deaf ! i tried tu tell kelly usin my mouth wifout sound comin out . she dun understd ! she looked veh blurr . lolx . dhen i chnge . i said take e chilli sauce . she was blurr at 1st bt dhen she understood lata (: she asked fer da's fone tu see songs dhn passed tu me under e table . da was so shocked . she wanted tu take bck bt my sweeeet joey helped me block . heex . msg-ed duck dhen returned her . went tu bigbook shop . i saw smth white moved i dun kw watt izzit & i shout -,- joey turn saw it was a cat . she jump , screamed & run . haha . damn loud . ppl was lookin at us & we're laughin non-stop . she hold me so tightly whn goin down e stairs . all of us dhen walked 1 big round tu take 293 hm due to e rainnn .
i was drenched -,- wifout my key , umbrella & bag . called my couz hse no ans . mom nt at hm . i gotta walk in e rainn . so paiseh luhh . i was drenched & my bra was seen . i gt no bag to cover so malu . walked hm sat on e stairs & waited fer my bro . lucky he gt key if nt im dead !
instd of studyin hist . i trimmed my lash ! haha had a hard time mans . terrible >.<
afwq ! i helped eu liao horrx . nw is up tu eu liao . gd luck :D
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 ' 8:51 PM ♥
todae totally suckz ! had eng exam . evrytime eng exam jiu wanna slp . pathetic sia . paper was hard >.< gt my chem organic chemistry test back . i anyhw do gt 21/55 . was kinda happy . at least betta dhen dhat sua gu joey . she gt 4+1 =41 . haha . she pajiao . see wrng tot she gt 41 bt actually was 5 ! lolx .
aft sch went buy bubble tea . sat at busstop tok tok . wk dun dare sit beside me until i ask him tu sit -,- i scary mehhx ?. dhey say i drink water veh slow & said i was abnormal . rubbish lorrx . im normal . we missed quite a few buses . reason was kinda stupid . actually was me . i onli dun lyk crowded bus & dhat design de bus watt . gt wnrg mehhx ?.
me & da tok-ed a lot in msn . shld post e conver nxt time (:
shit mans . i tink e jealousy is back >.< i nid control cant show !!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 ' 3:41 PM ♥
cant believe i said all those things ystd -,- anger can realli kill a person & make e person kisiao . has been thinkin e while dae abt wateva i said . i knw is dumb . bt i cant help it .
i had a great slp todae ! slpt frm eng lesson till recess . in betw gt wake up luhh bt still veh shuang . heex . me , k , wj slpt & wk was lyk so bored cuz e no ppl disiao . haha !
cme period went toilet alone cuz teacher dun allow 2 person go . on e way bck up e stairs guess hu i saw .. i was tinkin tu myself why i so sia suey -,- he saw me liao so bo bian cant run so i juz walk . thot he will say hi onli bt NO ! he said baobei ! i was lyk ... err ... okaes ? & he ask me peii him go toilet . i find a xcuse . i say i wan go bck study . haha ! bt e worst has yet tu cum . at 2.20 ms lee went tu 3g . whn she's bck she told us 1 thin . she sae dhat a guy did veh badly . he scored 3 & he asked ms lee why . obviously is he dint study rite ?. ask stupid qns . ms lee ask him tu stay bck aft sch evrydae so she can teach him . & guess watt ? dhat guy actually asked if he can ask a gurl in 4g tu teach him -,- his reason was cuz i like her . wth cans ! he sm more say she was short . make me damn malu ! i tink my ear was red lorrx . embarrassing sia ! sm of dhem knew & all began laughin includin myself .
daddy B , thx fer scanning e eng format fer me so last minute . realli sorie tu trouble eu . cuz i slpt in class so nvr listen . heex . oh ya , plz b gentle tu ur com . dun anyhw kick kick . lata ur com dun lyk eu dhen e more ur com cant work . must treat ur com nice . treat it gently :D
history alwys repeats itself . i guess eu'll nvr chnge . bt no matter how bad uu are guess i'll alwys love uu :x
tmd ! dulan ! eu tink eu realli knw watt i thinkin mehhx ? eu wan do wat do wat luh . tell me fer ? gam lan arhh ? evrytime gt camp rite ? gt camp veh shuang hor ? happy hor ? wanna go jiu go luhh . no matter wat i sae eu olso dun believe de mahhx . dun believe dhen sua lorrx . fan zheng tu eu i evrythin olso dun caiire de watt . so xinku act lyk nt angry fer wat ? pissed off jiu scld luhh . act 1 gentleman -,- i lyk sm kind of baichi frm metta sch . ming ming alrd can see ur pattern still wan go believe . so li hai sweet talk , izzit eu drink too much sweet talk e bubble tea ? lyk dhat i olso can go try sia . i smtimes cold tu eu cuz i dun wan tok tu eu
reason : im super tired of e same process & same show . i watched & xperience enf alrd . gettin bored . i betcha tired olso . partially olso my mood swings .
so , here's e simple solution : frm todae on i'm not gonna tok tu . i've gotta promise myself dhis . i do feel bad thou .. bt i'm sure i'll get over e guilt & move on juz as normally as how i did in e past (:
do wateva eu wan , sae wattu wan , tink wattu , suits eu , i dun giv a damn , ASS !
i've been tinkin of 1 qns e whole dae . i realli veh noisy uh ? durin maths lesson jy & j kip ask me shut up :x i realli tok a lot mehhx ? i mean ... eu all rather wan me kip quiet mehhx ? i quiet jiu shi smth wrng wif me liao -,- bt i agree i todae ish realli a bit siao kae ?. i todae realli cant shut up luhh ! kip tok non-stop . chinese lesson k tok abt orphan . kao , she sae till lyk veh nice sia . feel lyk watchin . bt my teacher sae veh disturbing >.< how how ? shld watch or not watch ? watch le scared i regret t.t haixz .. anyw , had my chem test . here is watt i did : 1st : write name + class & date . 2nd : did e mcq (tikum de) 3rd : see other qns ( bt dun knw how da do -,- ) 4th : msg 5th : slp nice horrx . lyk dat cfm flung lorx . i slp halfway suddenly gt strng vibration . wake up see my fone , is daddy B . spoil my nice slp sia . bt still kinda thank him lorrx . if nt him i tink i'll slp dao sch end .
aft sch went ava rm . walk halfway k & j say gt lizard !! me & A screamed & run ! tink bck lyk a bit lame uh .. btw , A saw animal farm dhen she scream lyk sm siao zabor . help eu ask his name liao shld b happy le rite ?. haha ! see larh . wei le bang ni haii wo zi ji kenna qns by him lyk prisoner -,- kip ask why why why . A arhh , nw knw his full name le so dun sad liao kae . smile smile :D
oh my gosh ! i did smth so diu lian durin my dinner ! was tokin wif my parents abt hu understd me e most . tok dao joey bla bla . she knw me e best i angry ot wateva she will knw wats e reason . so smart rite ?! haha . joey , eu see dhis liao dun BHB & act humble horx ~ dhen my di said smth dhen i CHOKE ! worst is i gt rice & soup in my mouth ! i 'poo' evrythin out -,- i face down e table dhen e soup was drippin out frm my mouth . diu lian sia ! i was laughin while e soup was drippin >.< so disgustin luhh ! cant believe i actually did dhat mans .
ai ni dan bu gan ye bu ke yi shuo :x
Sunday, August 23, 2009 ' 4:41 PM ♥
freakin bored todae . stayed at hm whole dae . studied chem in e afternoon . stared at e com aft dhat lyk sm idiot . no one at hm . so quiet + it was rainin . make me so moody -,- tmr gt sch . J eu betta make me high tmr . plz ! qiu qiu ni le ! my mood nw is lyk dyin alrd .
its lyk eu dun wanna tok tu me & i dun wanna tok tu eu .
Saturday, August 22, 2009 ' 6:44 PM ♥
ystd durin a-maths lesson was busy msg-ing instd of doin work . had pe aft dhat . dint go fer pe . sat dere wif a grp of frienz watchin _________ . its a secret betw us :D so cute luhh ! went fer chem . cant believe im doin a-maths . joey sae i dun look lyk me o.o recess ... 1 word : hilarious . aft sch dhat daddy B temp me by sayin he go arcade ! grrr ... make me xing yang yang cant do my cw . supposed tu meet ___ at blk 824 i tink ? bt dint go in e end . i'm so sorie tu kip eu waitin . nxt time kaes ?. promise . went mac + tuition . thought i dun nid sit 1st row bt ... i still hav tu sit dere . tmd so difficult tu go in luhh . i so short + my bag + must cross dhat gurl . cb make me must tip toe dhen almst fall & hit dhat guy beside me . so malu cans -,- aft tuition go buy sweeeeetxzxzxz ! saw dhis lollipop so cute lyk cigarette so i bought it . in bus so darn cold . shivering ! reached hm so tired liaoxz . washed up jiu slp le .
todae mood was terrible ! ate plenty of lollipops i had bought . woke up at 9am by daddy B . i ask him wake me up de . thank god he did . he spam my fone lyk siao -,- woke up go wash up chnge dhen go bck lie on bed all e way dao 2pm i tink ? lazy get up . aft dhat used com all e way . skipped my tuition . planned da do coursework in end did a-maths . nxt week prelim strt liao >.< iforget evrythin abt chem + i dint study at all .
tmd ! i seriously hate my bro ! evrytime baotoh me hai wo juz nw almst tio gan -,- big mouth ! his dhat stupid mouth 1 day sure kenna slap by me . b.t.h his big mouth . evrythin olso wan sae . evrythin olso wan guan . freakin KPO ! sibei suey gt him dhis kind of bro . grrr ...
my arcade todae + goin out tml pao tang le luhh ~ ! i hate coursework period ! alwys destroyed my plans . had F&n fer 4 periods + aft sch . msn shikin nw dun call jy liao . chnge tu call me -,- see her call dun wan ans de . is j or da ask me ans one . she sae wait fer us at needle workrm . of cuz .. as usual we wont go on time . we went caltex . abt almst 1 hr liao dhen go bck . i was multi - task - ing . do coursework + tok + e-buddy + msg . e-buddy so fun nahhx . we kip tok alot rubbish dere . wk kip go my blog ee stupid stuffs -,- lame sia he . kenna shoot lyk hell . haha . too bad fer him . daddy ! eu owe me arcade ! i todae cant go bt i'll definately rmb & pull eu go nxt time . eu betta be free horrx & make sure eu gt enf money tu spent :D
i realize whneva i'm close to eu i'm kinda afraid tu go closer . i dint knw why . could it be cuz of last time ?. its lyk dere's alwys a limit , a barrier .
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 ' 11:14 PM ♥
i nearly died ! didi suddenly ask me if i knw how tu fry . i looked at him & smile . he take out e frying pan pass tu me ! its lyk ... ' er... hello ~ ? i dun knw hw tu fry luhh ' parents nt at hm . bo bian gotta help . i was screamin most of e time & he , stand & look . he even say i useless -,- uncle ! i help eu fry leiix . eu lyk dhat say me .. sadsad ): i fry till so xinku eu eat dao so shuang . grr .. forget it . lets drop dhis stupid matter . todae in sch zi high -,- wj nt in sch . he nvr cum kinda bored bt i gt peace (: gt mt result ! kinda disappointed t.t xpect tu get distinction bt ... i gt a B3 must b my oral bahhx . sianx . durin ss me & wk was busyin takin photo . crazy rite ?. e lesson kinda dry + we're bored so ... yea , a lot weird faces . his tryin tu imitate ppl poses . darn hilarious . anyw , had physics test . i was actually msg-ing durin e test . haha . at 1st dada was wonderin why cynthia todae hand lyk nvr move . actually i did bt nt obvious . heex . F&n me & wk was crazy again . e whole room was wif our laughter . mdm shikin was askin watt ur laughin uh ?. haha . tink we ignored her . opps . sorie cher :x wk anyhw click & went tu ______ blog . damn funny . e 1st he said was : so chui . i was laughin lyk mad uh ! so direct cans ! wk showned dada . her reaction smhw similar tu his . she say she haven eat dhen nw she no appetite . haha ! j sae we veh bad . she even spoke up fer _____ . fuckin funny mans . i dint say much abt _________ cuz nt my daiji . bt wk kip sae she chui & i cant help bt tu laugh . ohh ohh , & wk was so dumb . i ask him click e "dun click" he realli go click . he gimme dat dumb look & suffered . haha ! huo gai !
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ' 7:50 PM ♥
eu seriously irritate me . dun gimme dat fuckin attitude of urs ! todae was horrible . hist lesson totally suckz . gt pulled by j tu sit wif dhem . i dint wan tu de lorrx . so irritated luhh . wj ni gei wo ji zhu ! tmr u'll b dead . throw dhat thin kenna my ****** + burp into my stuffs . big bully ! slp durin e brk . so shuang ! bt j suddenly pop out + wk tok so loud . gave me a scare mans . aft sch went tu walk walk buy things . fri goin againx . haha ! goin buy lots of stuffs ! heex . i money spend-er siol . oops . sure gonna spent finish again >.<
da, i saw wd todae !! i betcha saw him toos rite ?. haha . saw him dao so shuang fer past 1 week . nw my turn liao . bt i seldom gotta see him . walk pass i olso dint look . lyk evrythins normal liao ? i dun care anymore ?. good news rite ?! keke . oh ya , i knw its sufferin fer eu tu see ____ nw . + i'm sorie eu hav tu see me evrydae toos . i knw i remind eu of him . i promise nxt time dun intro guyz da eu le >.< my fault my fault . sorie ! & er ... eu wan me tu sae i lyk him dhat thin horrx .. can dun not har ? cuz .. eu shld knw my type (: i'll try make it convincin tmr bt eu dun anyhw spread !
i hate ur attitude . ur juz too sensitive . dhey dint tok abt eu . dhey're juz sayin smth dhat is coincidence tu ur matter . eu dun hav tu diao dhem lyk dhat . if i dun knw eu i'm sure gonna tink eu suck . -,- bt cuz i knw eu , i knw u're nt . u're juz thinkin too much dats all . dun let ur sensitivity take over eu plz . u're a nice person actually .
Monday, August 17, 2009 ' 7:32 PM ♥
so bored in sch . kenna called down tu do a sch survey cuz last thurs nvr go . kenna caught by ms lee fer pink rubber band + she ask a lot mc frm me . gt dhat stupid chem test . pathetic . onli gt 11 marks out of 60 . ms ng period is free period so shuang bt time flies . it ended veh fast . gt oral O's eng oral . shld say nt as bad as mt de . mt de kns luh ! nth say at all mans . totally speechless luhh . anyw , tok a lot crap till e teacher laugh . dun knw why . waited fer joey dhen go caltex . on e way hm suddenly felt lyk vomit-ing + headache . so xinku . tink gonna skipped dinner again . no appetite .
Sunday, August 16, 2009 ' 3:07 PM ♥
planned da study chem bt i'm so nt in e mood ! tmr gt chem mock exam cfm fail le . my chem drop lyk hell . frm top tu fail . pathetic -,- tmr goin sch lo ~ a bit dun feel lyk goin bck . too lazy le luhh . anyw , suddenly rmb watt happen on fri :x went tu meet joey walked ard t1 dhen bused tu 800 + waited fer kelly dhen went kfc . suddenlly i dun wanna go tuition so i told joey . she kip wann me go + nt happy ): bt i jiu shi dun wan . whn we left she kip ask & kelly tu go off 1st . i dun wanna leave her alone mahhx .. so i say we peii her go dere . she kip dun wan dhen kip go round e singapore flag . make me see liao so dizzy . i juz dun caiire and walk to e tuition centre & she followed behind . hoe i knw ... reach dere i was kenna pulled !!! i was holdin 2 pathetic file + 1 hand was being pulled by her . my pants wanna drop bt i cant pull >.< dhen guess watt . i sat on mr tok's de bell at e stairs . my ass tmd pain ! tink we make too much noises . mr tok suddenly open e door . we 3 froze + stunned . i was thinkin " shiit . great . nw cant run liao . " bo bian norhxz . gotta go tuition liao cuz he saw me alrd . went in at dere lyk stone . wasted my 30 mins starin at e board . whn he go thru i juz copy . seriously bored tu death mans ! yao wo de ming -,-
puppy i love you !
Saturday, August 15, 2009 ' 8:05 PM ♥
omfg !! i'm so addicted :x shit shit . how how ?! i'll cfm die derh . cfm cfm cfm . argh !!
i tink i can sense smth on . are eu jealous cuz i tok tu him again ?. dats what i sense frm eu nw . frm ur tone . if u're jealous cuz of dhat .. i'm speechless . althou i dint tell u anythin bt smhw eu actually knew . i think nw i understd watt 'things' eu are thinkin in ur mind .
whoah ~ lemme count . fri , sat , sun , mon , tues , wed , thurs + mayb fri ? hmm .. total : 7 or 8 daes o.o almost 1 week dint go sch liao . miss sch ? nah . i knw joey & jiayi missessssssssssss miie . haha ! evrydae msg + call me go sch . cfm can go sch on mon le (: dun miss me too much alritex ?. haha !
u're so cute ! u seems tu hav chnged a lill thou . cant sae xactly hw & wat hav u chnged bt its gd tu see u chnge fer e better i guess ?. good luck in evrythin u do (:
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 ' 11:46 AM ♥
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ' 10:06 AM ♥
how great -,- i was being sent hm due tu cough . took my temp 37.6 , took again same . kenna send down . dhat aunty use a gun shoot my forehead onli 36.6 . wat a diff mans . lyk 1.0 degree diff luhh . which means i'm fine lorrx . bt still kenna sent hm cuz of my fuckin cough -,- whn my temp was 37.6 dhat stupid weijie & waikin move their table to e front sia . macham i gt contagious disease lyk dat . worst still , dhey even use tissue cover their mouth . funny part is dhat weijie asked javin go take e rubbish bin as mask . wahahaha ! stinky mans . hu will so idiot go take a smelly rubbish bin as mask luhh . reached hm ma ask me take temp again . dis time 37.5 which readin is accurate har ? make me so blurr leiix . so many diff readin -,- i hope tmr go sch wont kenna send bck again . exams cumin cant miss lesson le luhh !
i coughin lyk siao nw , non-stop ! cough dao throat damn pain luhh >.< argh ! its killin miie mans ! feel giddy toos ): suffering & miserable ! i'm lyk a medicine machine nw t.t don't act as if uu knw me veh well (:
Monday, August 10, 2009 ' 9:32 PM ♥
sick sick sick ): took temp todae . 1st time was 38 degree . 2nd time was 38.2 degree . 3rd time was 38.4 degree . lyk kip increasing lorrx -,- hav been coughin non-stop luhh . so xing ku luh . dint tell my parents abt e temp thin -,- haixsx . dun knw tmr wanna go sch nt . my fwen sae if i go cfm kenna sent hm by dhat mushroom derh -,- juz heard frm my frien tmr O'lvl result release . dint knw anythin abt it lorrx . so toot horrx . wonder watt grade will iie get . hmmms... hope i can at least get a pass , pls >.<
Sunday, August 9, 2009 ' 3:06 PM ♥
was down wif fever thx tu my bro -,- nw i cant go see my fireworks liao ! *sobsob* wanna cry le luh ! haixzxz .. onli can see fireworks on tv lata ): goin my ah ma hse lata . tink all my aunty dere lorrx . i dun wanna go bt bo bian -,- dhey super noisy . tok darn loud dun nid microphone one .
da , cheer up soon kaes . i'm sorie bt i juz dun knw hw tu tok tu euu . mayb as time goes i'll forget & we'll be able tu be lyk hw we used tu be in e past ? i'll try me best nt to tink abt it . dun so cry anymore le . smile okaes (:
are euu the one dhat i'm thinkin abt ?
Saturday, August 8, 2009 ' 11:00 PM ♥
saw this video that all my friends had cried aft seeing ystd . e video was realli touchin , aft watchin i cried toos . its realli touchin . e lyrics was meaningful toos thou . e video is 'because i'm a girl - kiss' here's e tanslated lyrics :
I just can't understand the ways Of all the men and their mistakes. You give them all your heart, and then they rip it all away... You told me how much you loved me And how our love was meant to be. And i believed in you, i thought that you would set me free...
You should've just told me the truth That i wasn't the girl for you... Still i didn't have a clue So my heart depended on you... Whoah Although i'll say 'i hate u' now Although i'll shout and curse you out... I'll always have love for you Because i am a girl
Been told a man will leave you cold Get sick of you and bored... I know that it's no lie I gave my all still i just cry Never again will i be fooled, to give my all When nothing's true... I won't be played again, but i will fall in love again...
You should've just told me the truth That i wasn't the girl for you... Still i didn't have a clue So my heart depended on you...
don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love and her caring instinct i didn't know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard although i will curse you i'll still miss you since i am a girl, to whom love is everything although i will curse you i'll still miss you since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
{the pain it's not enough to describe how i feel we were so happy together but I know now I've been blind you told me that you'd never let me down whenever I needed you you'd always be here I can forgive but I cant forget even though you hurt me I still love you}
{don't take advantage of a girl's willingness to do anything for love and her caring instinct}
Friday, August 7, 2009 ' 11:56 PM ♥
dint attend sch todae (: howeva , i was woken up by a person call joey tan -.- dat siao zabor called miie at 6.30 & asked miie da go sch . she had disturbed my peaceful slp luhh ): whn she hung kelly called . haha . she sae lata sch end dhey cum my hse . asked her dun cum cuz iie wanna slp . she darn cute luhh she ask miie wake up at 9 den go prepare . lolx . in e end woke up at ard 10+ . bathed , chnged , ate brkfast . suddenly gt ppl knock door . i tink i knw ish hu so nvr open door . haha . dhey called miie ! o.o haixzx.. bo bian hav da open e door . on e way goin tu open heard joey sae 'sell yakult' damn funny uh . was laughin wif my bro . they cum in slacked awhile dhen go out . took taxi down tu Ehub . we gt a audition themed rm !!!! so darn happy ! jeanette strted singing 1st . was a bit sian sian at 1st lorrx . bt aft a while jiu high liao . haha . sung quite a num of songs dhen jeanette wanna go toilet . kelly choosin songs so i sae i peii her bt she kip dun wan . dhen nvm lorr dhey 2 go . left joey & me in e rm . we sung a lot song tgt . was wondering why dhey go so long bt dint think too much . joey & me was singing halfway whn dhey 2 came bck with a cake . i was stunned & shocked . dhn joey suddenly sing happy bdae . haha ! realli suprised me . we were crazy in dere mans . dere was sm left over cakes so we played with it . joey & kelly was singing me & jeanette kip putting cream on their face & dhey still continue singing . shld see their faces mans . esp joey , she was smash bty 1 piece of cake on e nose ! we took lots of pic . will upload whn i get them (: lastly , thank you my sweeetzxzxz darlings ! <3
had practical todae . was kinda blurr durin e practical . doesnt realli knw wat i was doin . juz do blindly . it was kinda bored durin e lock up period . no fone , no songs , no entertainment . it was gd thou , it made me study (: finished one maths paper . 2.30 had maths mock exam . gosh , i'm sure gonna flung lorrx >.< quite a num of qns dun knw hw da do & leave blank . finished my exam at 4.34 ? ard that time . went hm straight away .
since uu sae its my fault so be it . althou i'm nt hardworkin bt dere's still a nid tu study isnt ? nt xpecting dhat dae tu cum anymore -,- it's nt impt anymore . its juz a dae after all . nth much . CHIA WAI KIN ! althou i hate uu bt thx fer todae . haha !
Monday, August 3, 2009 ' 8:30 PM ♥
dis definately sounds gonna sound weird .. a sudden emptiness again . doesn't knw hw da describe it.. suddenly went tu _______ blog -,- dun knw wats wrng . haisxzxzx . cant hav mood fer dhis nw ! its e wrng timing >.<
ystd slpt at 3 ++ i tink ? todae woke up at 6.30 or lata i tink . dint feel tired at all sia . was quite high & energetic . ystd laogong was doing his mindmap bt he dint finish >.< hope he dun get scoldin todae . was so bored luhh . A-maths test paper 2 iie onli get 16/100 -,- damn f. pathetic . hope my paper 1 can get higher . of cuz its impossible tu pass . joey & i was teasing A & B e whole dae . super hilarious ! after sch chiong f&n dhen stomach siols . sianx . freakin bored ! gotta study lata whn i get home (: chiong chiong chiong all e way ! :D
